just so we understand...

it's all going to catch up to you soon, just you wait.....the things you say, the actions you take. you'll see what you're doing is wrong and that you're hurting everyone around you. who will help dig you out & clean up the big mess you're making? i will i assume. i wish you'd just realize what an awful person you've become.

you live your life like it's some kind of popularity contest & you always have to win. i've left places crying because of you & you know that. figure it out, get it together.





as my horoscope once said:
"you'll finally realize it - you're making someone a priority while they're making you an option"

happy daddys day

Happy daddys day. <3

I don’t know why, but I’m so tired today. I think it might have something to do with the fact that I slept until about 2pm. I use to sleep that late all the time, but for some reason lately I’ve been waking up around 9-10 am on my days off work. Speaking of days off work I really wish I had a day or two off during the week to enjoy the beautiful summer weather and to do summery things, the weekends just fly by so fast.

you know what’s a REALLY good song? Say by john mayer. It’s amazing. That man and his guitar have never let me down. Every time I listen to his music I feel so @ peace. Corny I know. John mayer and colbie caillat need to hook up and make babies for real.

I went to the drive in w/ Josephina & jason last night. It had been at least a good 5 years since I’ve been there. My friend Jason told me it’s the largest drive in located in the Midwest or something. Maybe I should start taking more advantage of it only being 15 minutes from my house. I only paid $8.50 and got to see two movies, the hulk and that new zohan one w/ adam sandler? Needless to say it was a good deal seeing how if you go to a movie theater these days on a weekend or something it’s nearly $10 to see ONE movie.

On Friday I officially took off 6 days in late july/early august to hit up five warped tour dates with Ashley. It should be interesting. I don’t think I’ve ever attempted a road trip as intense as this one may turn out to be. It’s going to be sooo expensive, but I assume worth it.

I’m going to see the frantic @ the metro this Friday w/ sam. I’ve never seen them live before so it should be a treat, plus it’s an 18+ show so I won’t have to worry about trampling the younger generation while I try to get my boogie on. The last time I was @ the metro I spent $60 @ the bar. I think I should have known things were going south once the bartender stopped taking my order and just started making a drink for me as soon as she saw me approaching the bar. My liver hates me.

Q101 is hosting warped tour day or some shit @ great America on the 30^th. I’m totally hitting that up. The audition will be there. They aren’t performing but I guess they are doing a signing or something? Either way I will be very happy to see them. Especially that skinny little white boy with the afro. I am awkwardly attracted to him and couldn’t tell you why.

That’s all for now

Enjoy summer while it lasts!

heat wave.

the a/c is still broken...this office is HOT. yesterday i could deal, today i could die.

i'm drinking a red bull. it was cold @ one point...not anymore.


ohh how depressssing! :(


i want to go see every avenue/just surrender in kentucky this sunday, but gas is expensive. ohh how depressing once again!

milly's getting fixed this week i believe :)
the girl's dad just told me to pick whatever shop i want to take my car to and when they are done fixing her he will go over there and pay. yesssss.


summer 08 is here.
i'm excited.

dramatics and drinks.

she's the type of friend to announce how good and loyal of a friend she is just so people think she is loyal, but the truth is if you have to announce it, it's probably not true. she is the type of girl who tells every story to be over dramatic just so she can get more people interested in her. if someone is not paying attention to her she'll talk louder until they do.

tgif. i need a drink.


hit the lights tomorrow in the chi! hopefully it's as much fun as the spill canvas/sing it loud show last friday. one thing is for sure, i won't be spending $60 @ the bar! :) haha

i hate what we've become.

i am so sick of my parents treating my sister like royalty. i love her, there is no doubting that BUT when did she become ruler of the family?


i'd like to make this very clear mother, she was NOT "sick" on sunday & there was no need for you to baby her all morning. she was hungover. hung-fucking-over. do you care that i was the one that cleaned up her spills and what not friday night? do you care that i let her puke all over my brand new dress in the cab friday night? no, you don't.

ugh, please.

i'm so SICK of people who get to have their cake & eat it too. not funny. not fair. not right. grrrr.

:)

All in all it's the perfect scene and there's not anywhere
that I'd rather be and it's now
now or never when we're chasing our dreams. We're getting
close now don't turn away